Life is unpredictable. You can't figure out what is going to happen tomorrow or future . You may think about what is coming next and what will be happen in the future but we are human being and we are not prophet so we can't actually predict what is coming next.
I experienced it indeed . I had an unlucky day 2 days ago . Everything could not run smoothly . I had no sales that day and i felt guilty because i am going to get salary from my company but i could not help them sold any stocks . Although , there were a couple picked up my products but they exchanged my company's stocks(hamper) with the other company's hamper . I thought i could sell some hampers but I did not have any sales that day. I had a bit heartache when my friend who works as promoter for the other company's hamper told me the couple had exchange mine with her company's hamper and asked me to arrange the stocks again . What made the case worst was an experienced security guard mis-gave my identity card to other workers .And her colleague blamed the worker who took my identity card because did not watch carefully. I just don't understand why her colleague blame the worker . The one should be blamed is the security guard . She is the one who gave my Identity Card to the worker . Luckily , there was no road block on the way to home. And i thought everything will be same next day but i was wrong .
However , things ran smoothly yesterday . There were sales. Before I entered , about 5 to 6 stocks were sold , and i had sold 2 hampers . I am quite satisfied with yesterday sales . At least i had helped my company to sell some products. I will feel guilty if I can't sell any stocks everyday because i am going to take salary from my company without sell my company's products . There was road block on the way to home and luckily i got back my identity card yesterday afternoon .
Actually I am looked like the one who is quite free in the supermarket. I only stand there and wait for customers . And my salary is quite good compared to others promoters who work for beer's company . They have to OT everyday to get a higher amount of salary. However , I only work from 1 pm to 10 pm . Besides , I do not want to get customers from my friend who works for other company because she has commission for every products she sold but i do not have . Hence , I will try my best to help her gets a better amount of salary.
I only hope i can make some sales everyday .
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
i started to work as promoter yesterday . This was the first time i stepped into the society . When i entered tesco with my friend . I saw there are people who work as promoter too . However , when i entered tesco extra alone , there is no promoter like me who sell hamper there. It damn boring and irritating . I entered the tesco extra with hope and came out with disappointed . I can't make new friends . I am forced to handle all kind of problem alone . It is damn boring , no one talk to me . I have to stand there for whole day . The supervisor asked me to get stock from the market without told me how to call the company . How can i settle it?
Everyone thought i am the promoter for whole shopping mall . They asked me where can get others product instead of hampers . I am new . I seldom enter this shopping mall . The only answer i could answer them is "sorry , i am new ."
When i tried to promote those hampers , people either tell me it is too early to buy it or they are waiting someone to give them. I really boring .
Those market supervisors told me , there are promoters later . I wondered when they come .
No one speak with me , and my legs damn pain after stood for hours . I could not walk straight when I went back to the office to get the signature from another supervisor .
Those supervisors were having supper in the canteen . All are malay and indian . I was forced to walk alone to get the signature . All peoples were looking at me because i am the only chinese in the canteen . Sigh , i forced to have this life for another 30 days ,
Everyone thought i am the promoter for whole shopping mall . They asked me where can get others product instead of hampers . I am new . I seldom enter this shopping mall . The only answer i could answer them is "sorry , i am new ."
When i tried to promote those hampers , people either tell me it is too early to buy it or they are waiting someone to give them. I really boring .
Those market supervisors told me , there are promoters later . I wondered when they come .
No one speak with me , and my legs damn pain after stood for hours . I could not walk straight when I went back to the office to get the signature from another supervisor .
Those supervisors were having supper in the canteen . All are malay and indian . I was forced to walk alone to get the signature . All peoples were looking at me because i am the only chinese in the canteen . Sigh , i forced to have this life for another 30 days ,
Monday, December 31, 2012
I have an urge to renew my blog suddenly . My blog is full of dust , so I have to change all the template , pictures and background to welcome the new year . Today is last day of 2012 . I viewed back my previous post , it was march . Oh my god , I have long time did not update my blog, Maybe I was lazy that time and I was busy with my study . I changed my blog into simple . I changed the background from a dull colour to a brighter colour . It enlighten my mood honestly. I do not have any plan for 2013 . I am going to work and earn some money , so I can buy something before enter university.
I am not sure which university I am going to choose. My mood is gone totally when I think of my further education . I cannot decide what am I going to study . I have 3 choices - biochemical , biotechnology and environmental science. I will let the government choose for me after I get my Stpm results . If I cannot study government university , the private university I am going to choose is UTAR because it is cheap and there is a campus at Setapak . I would like to study at KL , because it fulls of entertainment . I would like to enjoy my university's life . I am not going to pay full attention on study because I am not going to become a professional . I remember my form 6 class teacher told my classmates and I to enjoy university's life because we had spent a lot of time on form 6 which is hard and really torturing me . Although it is tough , but I learnt a lot of things other than study . My elder brother told me" he had learnt some degree's syllabus during form 6 ."
Hmm , let me think back what i did within the past few weeks after exam. I had joined a lot of gathering . I had gathering with those ACS ex-classmates at Movenpeak. Although , i only studied with them for only one month but I know some of them well . I was happy because some of the indian still remember me. We chat a lot at there - future , haunted story , further education etc. The next gathering was having dinner with Sam Tet classmates at Eurohouse which is nice place . I love the environment , it is relax . The most important was i drank a lot of beers that night and I was driving . When I was driving back to home , I met road block . Luckily , they did not ask me to stop , if not I am going to get summons or I am going to lost my license because I got my license at began of this year .Of course , there is another way to settle the problem if I get caught . (People who drive may know how to settle but i never try that before or i shall say i do not know how to settle this problem)
The third gathering was having barbecue with those Poi lam friends and Acs friends. I was having fun with them and I found out a quote that time . It is meaningful : 做人难, 难做人, 人难做. It is a quote from their tuition teacher .
The next gathering i had attended was having lunch with crazy gang at Folie-folie . I seldom met some of them because some of them are studying at foreign university or study at KL or Penang and some of them studied at different school. It is hard to meet them . We kept on chit-chat. And changed to chat-time for second round . After that , 3 of them and I went to parade to play the game which is new . I did not know when it was opened but those games were new to me . I never see these games at jusco or other places .
The last gathering I went with those Poi lam ex-classmates and sang K at Jusco and had lunch with those another ex-schoolmates .
Hmm, I did not celebrate christmas eve or christmas. I cannot go out for clubbing or countdown , my dad 100% does not allow me to clubbing . Therefore , I took it as a normal day for me . Actually 21 .12 .2012 is not a doomsday but christmas is a doomsday for those who are single . And today is new year eve , friends are going out for countdown and clubbing. I swear I will go for countdown and clubbing during christmas eve and new year eve one day .
Hence , I am going to stay at my house today and take new year eve as a normal rainy day for me. I am going to work 7 days later.
Happy New Years eve my friends .
I am not sure which university I am going to choose. My mood is gone totally when I think of my further education . I cannot decide what am I going to study . I have 3 choices - biochemical , biotechnology and environmental science. I will let the government choose for me after I get my Stpm results . If I cannot study government university , the private university I am going to choose is UTAR because it is cheap and there is a campus at Setapak . I would like to study at KL , because it fulls of entertainment . I would like to enjoy my university's life . I am not going to pay full attention on study because I am not going to become a professional . I remember my form 6 class teacher told my classmates and I to enjoy university's life because we had spent a lot of time on form 6 which is hard and really torturing me . Although it is tough , but I learnt a lot of things other than study . My elder brother told me" he had learnt some degree's syllabus during form 6 ."
Hmm , let me think back what i did within the past few weeks after exam. I had joined a lot of gathering . I had gathering with those ACS ex-classmates at Movenpeak. Although , i only studied with them for only one month but I know some of them well . I was happy because some of the indian still remember me. We chat a lot at there - future , haunted story , further education etc. The next gathering was having dinner with Sam Tet classmates at Eurohouse which is nice place . I love the environment , it is relax . The most important was i drank a lot of beers that night and I was driving . When I was driving back to home , I met road block . Luckily , they did not ask me to stop , if not I am going to get summons or I am going to lost my license because I got my license at began of this year .Of course , there is another way to settle the problem if I get caught . (People who drive may know how to settle but i never try that before or i shall say i do not know how to settle this problem)
The third gathering was having barbecue with those Poi lam friends and Acs friends. I was having fun with them and I found out a quote that time . It is meaningful : 做人难, 难做人, 人难做. It is a quote from their tuition teacher .
The next gathering i had attended was having lunch with crazy gang at Folie-folie . I seldom met some of them because some of them are studying at foreign university or study at KL or Penang and some of them studied at different school. It is hard to meet them . We kept on chit-chat. And changed to chat-time for second round . After that , 3 of them and I went to parade to play the game which is new . I did not know when it was opened but those games were new to me . I never see these games at jusco or other places .
The last gathering I went with those Poi lam ex-classmates and sang K at Jusco and had lunch with those another ex-schoolmates .
Hmm, I did not celebrate christmas eve or christmas. I cannot go out for clubbing or countdown , my dad 100% does not allow me to clubbing . Therefore , I took it as a normal day for me . Actually 21 .12 .2012 is not a doomsday but christmas is a doomsday for those who are single . And today is new year eve , friends are going out for countdown and clubbing. I swear I will go for countdown and clubbing during christmas eve and new year eve one day .
Hence , I am going to stay at my house today and take new year eve as a normal rainy day for me. I am going to work 7 days later.
Happy New Years eve my friends .
Friday, March 16, 2012
Previous and Aim
Such a long moment i did not update or renew my blog. Maybe tonnes of homework and syllabus need to rush due to exam.Honestly, i messed my march test up because did not revise those syllabus well and did not manage my time well . I think the main problem is i do not have enough self discipline . If this type of unbearable situation and attitude continue, i really cannot get a single A in the following exam especially STPM. Time flew in an extreme rate. 2 months had past . and already middle of march now. April is coming soon. On the other hand, it still left 7 months for me to finish those syllabus before STPM. Ops not 7 months is 5 months. I have to finish those exam before trial.
I am not sure whether i can finish syllabus before the trial. Maybe school teachers can finish all but i cant remember all in my mind. i should train my right brain instead of using my left brain frequently. It is not good to use one brain to study.
I should set an Aim to the following exam if not i will feel lost in my life. Cut down entertainment and change it to study lesson. Be more discipline.
I am not sure whether i can finish syllabus before the trial. Maybe school teachers can finish all but i cant remember all in my mind. i should train my right brain instead of using my left brain frequently. It is not good to use one brain to study.
I should set an Aim to the following exam if not i will feel lost in my life. Cut down entertainment and change it to study lesson. Be more discipline.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
New Year , New Life
2011, i end up with single and looks like i did nothing this year except i chosen form 6 as my tertiary school life (although it is tough but i do not regret the decision i made). Hence begin 2012 with a single life and most probably end up with single too . 2012 , a year which Mayan people or Nostradamus predicts the world is going to end. No matter the world going to end or keep on spinning like usual , i still got to look forward for my examination , STPM. I do not know whether i can end up my form6 life with flying colour results or not. If i score, my dream will gets closer . If fail , it doesnt end of my life , it means beginning of another ways for me to fight for my dream and future.
2012 , Time to fight ..time does not stop down and wait anyone. it keeps on moving like usual. Cant believe that 2days later . school will be reopened and i have to go school . I fervently hope that i still can rest for a months . Do not have a regular sleep time during holidays , i always sleep around 3 to 4 something in the early of the morning. I got to manage my time better. Be more active in Blog instead of Facebook .I try my best to inactive in facebook, i will open when public holiday and depends on my mood. And stop my favorite game , Defense Of The Ancient(DOTA) for 1 year .Hope i have enough time to let me prepare for the public examination.
I hope :
" I failed in some subjects in exam , but my friend passed in . Now he is engineer in Microsoft and i am owner of Microsoft" By Bill Gatesokay., i had changed my blog layout , background and added some "Box Man" picture ,. I feel it nice and simple. It represents the beginning of my 2012.Besides , i delete the chatbox , it is irritating when i see those people advertise their blog here.
2012 , Time to fight ..time does not stop down and wait anyone. it keeps on moving like usual. Cant believe that 2days later . school will be reopened and i have to go school . I fervently hope that i still can rest for a months . Do not have a regular sleep time during holidays , i always sleep around 3 to 4 something in the early of the morning. I got to manage my time better. Be more active in Blog instead of Facebook .I try my best to inactive in facebook, i will open when public holiday and depends on my mood. And stop my favorite game , Defense Of The Ancient(DOTA) for 1 year .Hope i have enough time to let me prepare for the public examination.
I hope :
- My family does not suffering from financial difficulties in this particular year
- My family supports me to do anything i wish to do
- I can end up my form 6 life with excellent results
- Everyone who i care will always happy so i can see there is a smiling on everyone's face(especially you,Y.K.MUN, do not let yourself suffering from emotional depress)
Fight For Future And Dream , No matter Lose Or Won , There is another life that is awaiting us to explore and live . (Another Start Point)
Friday, September 23, 2011
煎熬(Jess Lee - Suffering)
心一跳 愛就開始煎熬
每一分 每一秒
火在燒 燒成灰有多好
叫思念 不要吵
我相信我已經快要 快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞 再和好
我最近的心情是相当同这首歌曲的歌词
我真的相信，我几乎忘了她
但寂寞总是在我身边
Sorry
Recently there are a girl keep send short message to me..
but i less reply or even did not reply your message for 1 or 2 months
However , you still keep send message to me although i did not reply your message at all
some of my friends may know who am i mention
i had showed the message which you sent to me to my friends
they told me that i hurt you very much
in fact that i know i hurt you
because i knew what is your feeling towards me
and i had told you directly that both of us cannot be couple
you knew it but you are still trying to send message to me
i would like to apologize that i did not reply any message because i knew if i reply any message, it means i still give any opportunity to her
so i did not reply it at all.
Another reason i did not reply the message is i only reply every message from the girl i love
unfortunately , you are not the one i love.
Actually ,I got think whether want to try to accept you before but the answer is obvious .
I did not try it because i know if i accept or try it , i just take it as a way to cure the wound in my deepest part of my heart which i get injured a few months ago
and it may hurts you deeply
i cannot be so selfish that using others person's love to cure my personal wound
Honestly , i really do not have any feeling towards you and even not willing to reply your messages.
Thanks for keep send message to me for a long period but please do not waste your time and money
I sure that we unable to become couple now and even in future
Sorry
but i less reply or even did not reply your message for 1 or 2 months
However , you still keep send message to me although i did not reply your message at all
some of my friends may know who am i mention
i had showed the message which you sent to me to my friends
they told me that i hurt you very much
in fact that i know i hurt you
because i knew what is your feeling towards me
and i had told you directly that both of us cannot be couple
you knew it but you are still trying to send message to me
i would like to apologize that i did not reply any message because i knew if i reply any message, it means i still give any opportunity to her
so i did not reply it at all.
Another reason i did not reply the message is i only reply every message from the girl i love
unfortunately , you are not the one i love.
Actually ,I got think whether want to try to accept you before but the answer is obvious .
I did not try it because i know if i accept or try it , i just take it as a way to cure the wound in my deepest part of my heart which i get injured a few months ago
and it may hurts you deeply
i cannot be so selfish that using others person's love to cure my personal wound
Honestly , i really do not have any feeling towards you and even not willing to reply your messages.
Thanks for keep send message to me for a long period but please do not waste your time and money
I sure that we unable to become couple now and even in future
Sorry
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